finally i met my girls here, Fita and Punol coz i missed them every my whole life hha. gue seneng banget intinya, walaupun acaranya sedikit gaje tapi ga apalah lumayan buat jumpa manja sama temen-temen lama. terus, ada yang berubah ga sih dari mereka berdua?
sekarang fita kayanya makin gendut aja, yah mungkin karena kebanyakan makan di jogja. kalo punol, mungkin sekarang jadi sedikit lebih bohay hahahaha
gue pengen jalan lagi sama mereka, temen-temen sma gue. kemarin gue juga sempet liat viny, mia, dessy tapi ga sempet foto-foto. sedih banget.
by the way gue harap sih kita bisa gini terus selamanya, maksud gue biar udah punya pacar atau belum punya pacar atau emang ga bakal punya pacar ya kita tetep gini. persahabatan kita tetep ada.
intinya seperti rasa yang tak pernah hilang hahahaha #MuchLove.
hy there, this day are happier than yesterday. i think.
coz actually yesterday i spent my day only for thinking a person that she isnt taking so care of me.
anyway last night, i prepared myself to get a little bit study coz today we have a tutorial and skill lab but in fact i just laying on bed without studying and then i just got to sleep. even id just planned bout waking up on midnight-to-morning. and i just slept more than enough.
in the morning, i study hard hence tutorial's time just getting closer. sometime i went to toilet coz i cant handle my feels to 'defecate' hhahaha idk just feeling like im very stupid guy, i went to toilet more than 3 times just stayed there and thinking. "should i doing this?" and then i came back to study because day never stop its time.
30 minutes left, and i just cant, finally i shit my closet!!!!! hahahhaa
i just thinking too much this morning.
then at 8am i went to campus, without any preparation for tutorial and skill lab, holyshit.
but its my day i passed my tutorial and skill is a little bit success, by the way there is an accident happened to me when my group were having skill lab. my friends flied her urine-protein-asamsalisilat which is 100degrees Celsius and its came to my hands. i know u guys are knowing that feel. hurt. and hot actually.
and what i really love today are i saw my crush........she looks so happy, i just seeing her behind the window, why? cause i cant disturb someone who sits beautifully beside someone she loves.
when u fall in love, there is nothing can be the reason why u fall in even the cutest thing ever is in her, u cant tell she is. and even u in love too deep with her, again, u never cant tell her.
i know we are different, but i know God makes the difference to unite us.
difference cant stop someone loves other else.
maybe i think too far, or sould i call myself selfish.
even i never make u smile, as them, your crushes and more-than-friend-soon-to-be.
i only give u love, which someone else cant give you, they just give a fuck.
i dont care with anything.
this is my #))*%@!^ times fallin in 'wrong way', is that u name it? wrong way.
no one ever look it into deep, id love to love, and why
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
horay!! two days ago, 15th January 2014 was my birthday!!!!
just wanna say thanks to everyone who supports me a lot in my whole life.
Allah SWT.
My Parents.
My Family.
My Teacher.
My Friends.
Stabil.
Acc11.
Cardio-ku.
Everyone.
Di umur yang sudah semakin menanjak tua ini gue cuman berharap gue dapat menjadi person yang lebih baik, baik dalam sikap maupun dalam hal-hal lainnya. Gue akui, hidup selama 17 tahun bukanlah hal yang mudah, tangis, sedih, duka, canda, tawa, ngakak, guling-guling udah sering gue alami. tapi semua itu ga masalah bagi gue, karena ini lah kehidupan. like a wheel.
Tahun ke 17 ini adalah berkah yang luar biasa bagi gue. Gue merasakan semua keindahan kehidupan. Gue punya SIM!!!! Lulus SMA dengan nilai yang lumayan bagus menurut gue, terus gue sangat senang saat gue diterima kuliah di FK, dan lebih seneng lagi setelah gue tau kalo kampus gue cuman 100 langkah dari mall.
Di umur ini, gue juga belajar mengenai banyak hal. Pulang jam 2 malam, nginap di rumah temen, berenang malam2, tahun baruan bareng, being care, belajar mengerti, belajar memahami dan belajar menyayangi........ Gue jadi tau bagaimana caranya bekerja sama.
bytheway anyway busway, gue sangat senang dengan ultah gue tahun ini...kenapa? karena misi gue berhasil!!!!!! hahhahahaha
oke jadi gini, gue sekarang udah kuliah dan benci aja liat temen gue yang juga udah kuliah tapi umurnya masih 16 tahun. it hurts men. So, dari awal masuk kuliah gue bertekad kalau gue akan....
"MENTUJUHBELASKAN DELAPAN BELAS"
its my fuckin birthday!!!! hahahaha this pics will tell you how it works.
okay, it works. but i dont think it works as well coz of this message T_T
sedikit sakit hati sih tapi gapapa, gue tau punol kok...dia ga bisa ngitung.
anyway, thanks all for the wishes :)
hahahahahaha you guys are epic!
last one, i have to tell thanks a lot for you guys (Atika, Reza, and Dede, and the special one Saufi)
i know the step how to make a stopmotion video, it needs so much patients and hard work, thanks a lot to make this video. i hope our friendship can be more tight. and hope we arent just friends, but family :)
oke jadi gini, sebenarnya ini adalah hanya kelabilan emosi dari seseorang anak yang udah bertahun-tahun mau olahraga tapi di saat hari itu datang ia bangun telat dan ga ada yang ngebangunin terus semuanya jadi gagal.......GAGAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
apa perlu gue perjelas?
G A G A L
Sabtu, 5 Januari 2014.
gue jalan-jalan sendiri ke mall, gue ga peduli pandangan sini anak2 taken, gue ga peduli pandangan sinis anak2 gaul, gue ga peduli pandangan sinis satpam yang dengan puasnya mengobrak-abrik isitas gue.
Mata gue hanya tertuju pada satu obyek. Om-om SEPATU.
alhasil, dengan uang yang ngepas gue ngebeli tu sepatu dan pulang.
btw its not easy as you guys think.
lu bisa ngebayangin ga. cowo, sendirian, baju kuliah, sendirian, masih pake tas, sendirian, bawa keresek bertuliskan matahari dan cuma sendiri!!!!!!!
it such a bulshit, Man!
"ga apa, demi sepatu dan demi besok"
besok???
YA!!!!! GUE MAU LARI PAGI
semangat banget nih, langsung ngajakin semua temen-temen2 gue.
ga ada yang nge pm-__-
ya udah, gue sendiri aja.
gue seneng banget sumpah, ga sabar lagi nunggu besok, udah kayak anak-anak yang mau holiday bareng. saking excitednya gue udah pake training dari malam, SUMPAH. hahahahaha dasar geblek.
gue juga udah nyiapin sepatu di samping ranjang gue biar langsung bisa pake dan capcus.
Yang bilang kuliah itu asik acungkan tangan??!!!!!!!
gue bener2 ga suka kuliah..jujur
mungkin lu semua pada bingung, karena gue sekarang udah kuliah di FK udah jadi anak kedokteran, temennya baik2, kaya2, terus masa depan terjamin.
kuliah bukan tempat jadi anak gaul men, kuliah juga bukan jadi patokan kita udah dewasa, apalagi patokan udah beretika.
gue bingung apa cara mengajar yang salah, apa sistemnya yang aneh, atau gue yang dongo. Gue kalo belajar sih masuk2 aja, cuman rasanya like im missing something, the necessary one. i lost my feels.
SMA gue, tugasnya setumpuk jadwalnya padet tapi entah kenapa gue sangat bahagia dan gue ga pernah bosen belajar. Ga tau deh sekarang, duit abis, ilmu ga ada, bloonnya iya.
hahahahahha ini tuh lucu banget sumpah.
rasanya inituh kaya curhatannya anak kecil yang lagi sakau lagi mabok lem dan pil-pil terlarang yang ga ada abisnya.
